Worthless

When do we feel that we're worthless? Maybe when we haven't done something right, it can also be when we're rejected. It is a common thing to those people who've been suffering from depression.

Based on my experienced, when I've suffered from a mild depression I couldn't think straight and I couldn't help but to feel worthless. My mind was filling up with so much non-sense and worthless ideas. I kept hearing of endless rants and degrading words that cut through my heart and that's when I'll pity myself. I couldn't ever think of someone worser than me nor my case, all that I'm feeling and thinking during those times is that I am the only one who's suffering and that no one will ever understand me.

But upon those times that I am in a mid trial, I know that deep inside of myself there is hope. I know that I should not give up, that somewhere in those darkness there will be light. And now, I am happy to have found myself, where I am more proud and stronger. I will not say that I am contented and satisfied rather I am happy and more confident. And that's when you'll realize, you're not worthless.

Life's a continuous journey, there will be trials and struggles along the way but with faith anything will be easy and possible.