Non aimé

Pain's inevitable when you fall in love. Everyone is bound to get hurt. Everything gets broken but you have to choose the one who's worth the pain. You know the feeling when you loved him so much, so much that it hurts so you've just embraced the pain. The extraneous pain that caused you to felt numb and felt nothing.

He's my greatest downfall but even tho it's a mess, I will never regret loving him for I loved everything about him. From his tousled hair, to his eyes, to his perfect lashes, to his cheeky cheeks, to his pointed nose, down to his mischievous smiles, to his long fingers that I wish to fit mine, up to his flaws and most importantly they way he came to my heart. I'd rather be drown than to be saved. I'd rather endure the pain than to be cured. I'd rather be hurt than to feel nothing.

I'll always stay close even if you're that far. I'll be happy even if you're with her. I'll be grateful even for the love we never shared. I'll be here, always here. You'll be forever in my heart where your name's engraved. In my mind where your memories will never be unlearn.

He's not my rainbows and sunshine, not even my bed of roses. He's the hurricane and cyclone, the thorn in my roses. Nevertheless he's the silver lining, he's my reality, he's my haven. I'm his but he'll never be mine. He's that far, a light-years away. A distance separating me to get him. A wall that I could never break. A heart that I could never steal. A man that I will always love. A love that will remain to my heart even if I die. A memories that I will forever hold even in my grave.