Our Ill-fated Destiny

"Loving the right person at the wrong time would make some chaos but if it's true love then be against of all the odds."

I would never regret falling for you. Even if everything seems complicated and even if we're just starting but everything seems to fall apart. I won't ever regret getting close to you, befriending you. I won't ever forget on how we first met, on how your eyes met mine. The first time we talked, the first time I got to know you. I would basically cherished the first time you confessed your feelings for me. On how cheesy you can get, on how spontaneous you are, on how blunt and expressive you are, on how unique you can get. I would always love the way you get frustrated every time I wouldn't laugh at you. I won't ever forget on how you would tell me some corny punch lines out of the blue. I would always love your playful smiles, your tantalizing eyes, your groovy moves—you being sweet, gentle and kind, being the most quirky person. The flaws you have even with the vices I never like.

I like you just the way you are, just the way you first came into my life. The way you came into my heart. You should never change, for I just like you the way you are. The way you spin my world around. The way you lift my feet off the ground. The way you turn my world upside down. The way you flutter my heart. I would always want to hear on how you spoke my name. The way you pinch my nose and cheeks. The way I would see those adoration in your eyes.

I would always remember the first time we rode in your bike, it was a chilly night. We had our own version of rendezvous. You'll wait for me outside while I sneak out of those prying eyes. You'll wait for me even if it's late at night just to fetch me home, safe and sound. I love how you make some surprises, your out of this world gifts; I would always appreciate those small gifts, those simple notes and funny messages, I will always love and will never forget on how thoughtful you are, how you can make simple efforts and your ever cute gestures.

It was still clear to me on how you got a bit mad and disappointed with my decision of leaving. And that's when you exactly had the guts to tell me about what you feel. You weren't that out-spoken, you were egoistic at times but when it comes to me, you know that I am the boss. You never got mad at me even if I'm a bit crazy, clumsy and stupid at times; you'll just look at me and smile then pinch my cheeks. It was still fresh in my mind on how you will give me some compliments that would make my heart flutter and my stomach crumble; those that would just slip out of your mouth and you just would basically realized that you said those out loud. You were born sweet and natural with no effort needed.

It was our moment of sincerity, I know that what you act is what you are feeling. Your feelings for me were something taboo. Our relationship is not something that I would desire. It's not something that I wished for, nevertheless it doesn't made me love you less. But fairy tales don't exist in real life. Our time has just struck twelve, so we're back to who we are. We're back to the reality that I never wanted. You weren't my prince and I'm not your Cinderella either. You were my Romeo but I'm not your Juliet. I'm not the damsel in distress, I may be the evil Queen. The magic won't work for us, but if it's true love then I'll spare my life just to have you by my side.

Our moment was there. I have loved you at the wrong time, in the wrong places and you were the right person. Maybe it was not our time, yet. Maybe it was you and I, but not for now— not maybe in this lifetime. Maybe we were meant at some other time, at a different dimension, in some places not here, not now but maybe someday. It's you and I. It's our moment but not our time. It was a twist of fate meeting you in such a haste of time. It was an ill-fate meeting you at the wrong moment of time. We'll have our chances. I'll stay with the promises we made. I was yours and you were almost...

Almost mine.