An open letter to the guy that I almost had

I remember the time when people were insisting that he likes me back, I kept on telling them that he was just a gentleman and a person with a good deed. They said that we had a sparks but I guess her never saw that, I guess I was the only one who did. And then a girl came in the picture, I don't know if it is spontaneous but as far as I know she did a first move too, I was there. I saw how they first encountered and basically how they'd met. And you know what's funny, is that he even posted something about being in a relationship where it's hinting something about a person with a high standard when it comes to relationships. And that made me think of 'what does she have that I don't.

I felt the sparks between us, the electrifying chills that I had when I first touched his hand. The millions of voltage I had when we first had the eye contact. The butterflies that I had when we rode to his motorcycle. The chills that I felt whenever I am closed to him. I am that close but he choose to step back and runaway. I was able to grab his hand and hold him tight but he just disappeared and never came back. I had those, I almost do.